Down as Usual

Can't figure out Adsense. I'll play with it tomorrow.

So I talked to Justin today and again it was hard. And i'm still bothered by that whole Trevor thing. I hate liars. And I hate it when bad people end up hurting good people like myself. Conan is a rerun, so I'm gonna watch Friends at midnight then Sex and the City after that and if I'm still awake some more 90210 season 7.

Wow, reading HTML again. It's been a while.

I don't know if Conan can even make me laugh right now. I don't get why they're showing reruns when Conan has only been on for 3 weeks. Stupid Wimbledon.

I hate anxiety. I want to live in an anxiety-free world.
-laura

Adsense

Trying to figure out how to work with Adsense. And the Phillies just lost. Oh well. I knew they would. Time to go home for me.

Update!

Update! I talked to Justin. He's out of his seroquel. And it's going to cost $300 for the prescription that he is trying to fill. We talked for 11 mins. We both think we'd probably be better off as friends. But I believe he is one of my soul mates. I feel a bit anxious now. I'm gonna talk to Bryan. He'll help me with my anxiety. He's a good guy. =) Yeah, shout out to you. Hehe.

Anyways, the chicken I'm cooking is almost done and I'm gonna head to my parent's in about 45 mins. Gotta check my mailbox and see if those workout DVD's came in the mail today.

I just hope I can care about someone else the way I care about J. But I think I'm capable of it. Nicole said that Bill told her he asked J to leave his apartment, but that's not true. J left on his own. I hope he gets better. Some part of me says he never will though. Maybe I'm just a pessimist, but like Maynard says "Don't just call me pessimist, try and read between the lines." Seriously, think about that one.

As they're singing about Michael Jackson: "Never can say goodbye..."

I did a set of shoulders and may do some pushups later.
-laura

Good Morning... or Afternoon I should say...

Just woke up to a stormy day. It's really coming down outside. I put on the channel 10 extra channel for the weather or NBC Plus! Since I don't have cable *groans* I have to rely on that for now. Today I'm going to head to my parent's to watch the Phillies game. Let's hope they win for me because the past like 10 games I have watched of theirs they lost and it gives me headaches. Since I just got up I don't really have much to say except that you can follow me on twitter. I also have myspace and facebook. The links are: www.myspace.com/me0wmixalot
www.facebook.com/lwinterbottom
www.twitter.com/me0wmixalot

I post a lot to twitter. I'll probably return to this post later tonight as my day has only just begun.
-Laura
ps- I forgot to mention that I tried calling Justin at his parent's house but got no response over the phone. He's probably asleep and his parent's are probably out. My poor J.

Just Created

Welcome to my blog which I just created. Well, I am having a friend over tonight so I will go for now. Look for a new post tomorrow.
-Laura