Update!

Update! I talked to Justin. He's out of his seroquel. And it's going to cost $300 for the prescription that he is trying to fill. We talked for 11 mins. We both think we'd probably be better off as friends. But I believe he is one of my soul mates. I feel a bit anxious now. I'm gonna talk to Bryan. He'll help me with my anxiety. He's a good guy. =) Yeah, shout out to you. Hehe.

Anyways, the chicken I'm cooking is almost done and I'm gonna head to my parent's in about 45 mins. Gotta check my mailbox and see if those workout DVD's came in the mail today.

I just hope I can care about someone else the way I care about J. But I think I'm capable of it. Nicole said that Bill told her he asked J to leave his apartment, but that's not true. J left on his own. I hope he gets better. Some part of me says he never will though. Maybe I'm just a pessimist, but like Maynard says "Don't just call me pessimist, try and read between the lines." Seriously, think about that one.

As they're singing about Michael Jackson: "Never can say goodbye..."

I did a set of shoulders and may do some pushups later.
-laura