THE BEST NEWS ALL YEAR!!!

So, I found out today that my doctor signed the last form I needed so I may not have to go to court. My Mom told me this morning. She knew fucking yesterday. I was like why didn't you tell me then? I am so relieved. So now even if I do have to go to court, all the paperwork is signed saying I am able to drive. Oh thank god.
That's all.
-Laura

Can't sleep...

Hey all... it's a lovely 630am on a Tuesday morning and I can't sleep anymore. I took 2 extra rozerem and they FAILED. Now I only have one of them left. Great. I don't know how i'm going to get to sleep the next few nights. I'm gonna call JC at 7am and see if I can get in earlier. I'm drinking water even though I usually try not to eat or drink anything before I get weighed.

Anyways, Jimmy Fallon popped into my dream last night. I don't remember what he was doing there but it was something amusing. I need to watch that show again soon. He was funny on the Marriage Ref last week. I tried getting through to my friend that those are the kinds of problems she should be having with her boyfriend, not cheating issues. But HEALTHY problems. But I don't think she wants to hear it. I feel bad for my friends who are so wrapped up in relationships that they can't get out of them. It's better to be alone than miserable, but I think some people just like the dramatic lifestyle. I couldn't handle it anymore, so I got out.

Listening to Delerium radio and kinda wondering what this song is...Seoan? Never heard of them or him, sounds kinda like Tricky or Massive Attack.
Anyways, that is all for now... thanks for reading...
-Laura

Opening Day/Week

I was so happy to see the Yankees lose to the Red Sox last night, and then the Phillies won today =) Yaaaaay! Roy Halladay looked awesome, but he also looked really nervous. But it's just Day 1 jitters. That's how I explain the two walks and one run he gave up. I think he wanted to be perfect but if you think that way you get into Cole Hamels mentality and fail. I'm nervous about Hamels pitching on Wednesday. He didn't seem completely ready during Spring Training, but you never know.

Anyways, so the weight loss is going well. I am on Jenny Craig now which is really easy to do and I'm working out almost daily. I can't wait to get back into cycling classes again. I'm just doing cardio for now, no lifting. I'll add lifting once I get to a certain point. This was my 4th week on it. So far since January I have lost 23 lbs. 9.2 lbs on JC. The other 14 I think I lost cos of my sleeping meds and because I'm not taking a certain one regularly. Last night I went to bed hungry, but I took a second Ambien and it got me to sleep. I was tired when I woke up but I wanted to see Obama throw out the first pitch at the game today. Phils did awesome. Did I mention that? Anyways, I'll be tweeting through Wednesday's game so you can follow me on twitter @me0wmixalot.

Easter has come and gone. Not very exciting. No chocolate for me. I can't believe it's already opening week although the off season felt like forever and that it was never gonna end.

This past week I was doubled up on courses. The first week of one course that I really wanted to take called "Survey of Mental Health" which is basically what my career is going to be. And finishing up week of "Abnormal Psychology" which I've taken so many times now. The people who posted their answers to the first week of SOMH don't seem to reading the same book as I am. I came across that in the posts I read and responded to. Oh well. My instructor said my posts were excellent so I'm not worried. I am a bit worried about my lack of sources for the final paper in Ab. Psych but I'm not too worried about it. If I lose 5 pts it's not a big deal.

Anyways, time for Law and Order even though I've seen this episode. Thanks for reading!
-Laura