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I haven't updated this since August and it is now November 3rd... but I felt like I should update and discuss what's going on in my life for all 3 of my readers. ha! So we had a huge hurricane here and I must say what a fucking inconvenience mother nature has turned out to be... I swear the weather is trying to make up for our shitty no snow winter... that i didn't even get to enjoy down the shore because they were working on the Spinnaker and taking a million fucking light years... yes, i'm cursing up a storm cos I have a potty mouth but I don't care... Lately i think I've been hypomanic... I've been barely sleeping *what else is new* and when I do I sleep like 14 hours... then of course I can't get back to sleep... I don't like losing whole days cos I'm not fucking depressed anymore... I don't think i was even depressed when i went into the hospital the second time this year... Yet they thought i did all these terrible things to myself... really, when i say i'm good, i'm fucking good... LISTEN TO ME! anyways, so the storm knocked out the power to the apt... I moved back in there after the summer was over... matthias is living with me there now... it's a good situation... but we lost like $100 worth of food from the fridge and freezer which totally and absolutely blows... mmmm coffee would be good right about now... I'm watching my Friends vhs tapes... drinking iced tea which is somehow making me nauseous...Agh, i somehow miss my apt... =(( I hate it when I'm there, yet when I'm not there I wanna be there... I'm getting a new bed delivered on Tuesday... canNOT fucking wait to get that bed I slept in with loser out of my apt... I got a Queen Stearns and Foster pillowtop...it has to be sleep inducing... i am so sick of trying to get to sleep... and it not working... fighting for sleep... why must I be tortured? Seriously, in the show Homeland which is about terrorists and shit they were depriving the captive of sleep and it gets so bad he kills himself... one of my friends in the hospital went 7 days without sleep... it drives you insane... agh I'm ranting... anyways, besides that and the inconvenience of this storm everything is good...Saw my friends Jessi and Dave tonight and hanging out with Nickles tomorrow night... I'm gonna man hunt for her... she needs a guy who gets her... ive brought some other couples together, i can do it for her! okay i think i'm done blogging for the night... thanks for reading! =)) -laura =^-^=