So the Phillies lost the NLCS *National League Championship Series for those of you who don't know what I'm talking about*... they lost to the San Francisco Giants in the 6th game just like they lost to the Yankees in the 6th game last year in the World Series. Good thing about it is that the Yankees lost the ALCS *figure it out for yourself there homie* and they aren't in the world series either. But the Texas Rangers are going for the first time in franchise history. It will be cool to see Cliff Lee pitching againt Tim Lincecum the strikeout king. I'm not exactly looking forward to it, I just think it will be interesting. My heart lies with the Phillies. Hopefully next year they can do something. I at least hope they go to the post-season.
Anyways, I got a netbook to replace my laptop. To make a stupid story short, I fell and spilled red cherry sugar free koolaid all into it. I fell again. I really like my netbook it's so tiny and portable and I'm used to the keyboard now.
Nothing else new is going on. Frank and I are good, he's asleep in my bed right now... sleeping like a baby... wish I was, but I will... * only time will tell, if we're meant to be... you and i both know, if it's out destiny... forever endeavor...* i love that song so much... it's by taproot... one of my fav bands of all time...
There is something else I want to air out, but I told Darbs most of it already... it just bothers me that some people can act like a child when they're in their 30's... you have kids, you're married! Stay away! Seriously, or I'll fuck you up so bad your face won't ever look the same again and you're already incredibly nasty looking... ah, vent...
Shit I haven't written in my sleep journal for days. I think I'll do that now and wrap up this post... oh yeah I LIKE PANCAKES... the end...
thanks for reading!
-laura
ps- i got thru the anniversary of the accident with flying colors... except today at genuardi's with frankers there was a green 4 door ford explorer parked right next to my shitty car... i was like, dear god, thank you for reminding me i don't have that car anymore... really appreciate it...thumbs up to you...
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Lady Gaga
Lady Gaga's show was so fucking awesome. I'm still hearing her songs running thru my head today. So the show was last night. I went with my wonderful boyfriend Frank, and we got there a little early. But we got there for the pre-party block party. That was kinda boring... then we went inside *Okay, Frank just said there's something erotic about flaming boobs- yes she did have flaming boobs last night!* Anyways, so we went inside and there was some random dancing dude dancing to all sorts of music on the stage and he was bugging me out big time... so I tried to ignore him... whilst I ate my "dinner" which I couldnt eat really...
So anyways, the band "Semi Precious Weapons" came onstage, and yes, I respect them as a group and as artists with their own sound... but they BLEW... they were funny, well the lead singer was, but seriously, not my kinda music... Although I did like how the lead singer said he wanted to bring back Rock N Roll... which I thoroughly want too... but seriously, not the band for me...
Lady Gaga opened with Dance in the Dark which is Frank's fav song by her so that was awesome for him. She played an array of my fav songs by her and even made "Teeth" into a good song... it was extended too and has a special meaning to it, so now I get it... SHOW ME YOUR TEETH!!! SHOW ME YOUR PAWS!!! Anyways, she sang Telephone and Boys Boys Boys... she played the piano for Speechless and for another new song which I've seen on youtube... She closed the show with Paparazzi and Bad Romance... Overall, it was very energetic and there's stuff I won't share because I don't know who is going to see this and then go to the show and it be ruined, but seriously, like Frank said after the show, Lady Gaga's show is like a religious experience... =)) Awesomeness...
Anyways, the Phillies are 2 games ahead of the Braves now for the NL East. I'm seeing them on Saturday night most likely bringing my boyfriend along too. Yay!!! Even tho my anxiety has been bugging me and my sleep is all fucked up, it's still been a good week...
I got more information about the accident and stuff that I was in almost a year ago now. The other party is sueing my insurance company. Joy. Oh well. My lawyer warned me back in November to expect it. I'm just a little surprised they waited so long. Oh well. I swear theyre stalking me and know I have my license still or something. Whatever. You broke something cos you weren't wearing your seatbelt. I had a lot more complications from that accident than the other party did. I had a nice car, there's was a POS and they needed a new one anyways, so whatevs...
Anyways, thanks for reading!
-laura
So anyways, the band "Semi Precious Weapons" came onstage, and yes, I respect them as a group and as artists with their own sound... but they BLEW... they were funny, well the lead singer was, but seriously, not my kinda music... Although I did like how the lead singer said he wanted to bring back Rock N Roll... which I thoroughly want too... but seriously, not the band for me...
Lady Gaga opened with Dance in the Dark which is Frank's fav song by her so that was awesome for him. She played an array of my fav songs by her and even made "Teeth" into a good song... it was extended too and has a special meaning to it, so now I get it... SHOW ME YOUR TEETH!!! SHOW ME YOUR PAWS!!! Anyways, she sang Telephone and Boys Boys Boys... she played the piano for Speechless and for another new song which I've seen on youtube... She closed the show with Paparazzi and Bad Romance... Overall, it was very energetic and there's stuff I won't share because I don't know who is going to see this and then go to the show and it be ruined, but seriously, like Frank said after the show, Lady Gaga's show is like a religious experience... =)) Awesomeness...
Anyways, the Phillies are 2 games ahead of the Braves now for the NL East. I'm seeing them on Saturday night most likely bringing my boyfriend along too. Yay!!! Even tho my anxiety has been bugging me and my sleep is all fucked up, it's still been a good week...
I got more information about the accident and stuff that I was in almost a year ago now. The other party is sueing my insurance company. Joy. Oh well. My lawyer warned me back in November to expect it. I'm just a little surprised they waited so long. Oh well. I swear theyre stalking me and know I have my license still or something. Whatever. You broke something cos you weren't wearing your seatbelt. I had a lot more complications from that accident than the other party did. I had a nice car, there's was a POS and they needed a new one anyways, so whatevs...
Anyways, thanks for reading!
-laura
Monday, August 23, 2010
Intolerance
Intolerance-Tool
I don't wanna' be hostile.
I don't wanna' be dismal.
And I don't wanna' rot in an apathetic existence.
See I wanna' believe you,
And I wanted to trust you,
And I wanna' have faith to put away the dagger.
But you lie, cheat, and steal.(x3)
And yet I tolerate you?
Veil of virtue hung to hide your method
While I smile and laugh and dance and sing your praise and glory.
Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma as I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your glory,
while you lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you?
Our guilt, our blame, I've been far too sympathetic.
Our blood, our fault, I've been far too sympathetic.
I am not innocent.
You are not innocent.
No one is innocent.
You lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you?
I will not tolerate you.
I will go down beside you
I must go down beside you
No one is innocent.
I don't wanna' be hostile.
I don't wanna' be dismal.
And I don't wanna' rot in an apathetic existence.
See I wanna' believe you,
And I wanted to trust you,
And I wanna' have faith to put away the dagger.
But you lie, cheat, and steal.(x3)
And yet I tolerate you?
Veil of virtue hung to hide your method
While I smile and laugh and dance and sing your praise and glory.
Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma as I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your glory,
while you lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you?
Our guilt, our blame, I've been far too sympathetic.
Our blood, our fault, I've been far too sympathetic.
I am not innocent.
You are not innocent.
No one is innocent.
You lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you?
I will not tolerate you.
I will go down beside you
I must go down beside you
No one is innocent.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
evacuate the dancefloor, i'm infected by the sound, stop this beat is killing me...
I feel like this should be updated. So I am. Hey to all you readers in Cambodia *haha Darby*... Anyways, some good things have been going on for me, but if you know me and are on facebook you know what they are and who they are. Also, you know WHO you are... =))
I got another tattoo. Finally got the star on my forearm that I've been talking about forever and a day. I'm saving for the lyrics on my lower back. I'm guessing I'll get that done in like December. Maybe even sooner if possible. I need a price, and my tattoo artist didn't respond to my looooooooooong email that I wrote in the middle of the night on my sleeping meds. If he's even been on facebook I don't know. But I'm figuring $150 or something... I have that itch to get another tattoo already... and it's only been 3 weeks today.
As for school, I'm in Applied Project which is a lot like Research Methods. It's not so bad. The next class looks somewhat interesting. SOMEWHAT tho. I don't know, I don't really have much to say. I go down the shore on the 15th. I'm driving down myself so I can come back Thursday or Friday. I don't care if my parent's friend is coming down or not, I'm driving down. My Dad doesn't like me driving down, technically I don't like driving home. But, I will handle it and be patient and not do anymore crazy stunts on route 49 in Jersey like I have in the past. And I'll be on the lookout for cops on 55. So all should be good.
The weight loss is going well. Slow this week, but I had a large drop last week. Currently watching the Phils. Of course. What else would I be doing?
Thanks for reading. =))
-laura
I got another tattoo. Finally got the star on my forearm that I've been talking about forever and a day. I'm saving for the lyrics on my lower back. I'm guessing I'll get that done in like December. Maybe even sooner if possible. I need a price, and my tattoo artist didn't respond to my looooooooooong email that I wrote in the middle of the night on my sleeping meds. If he's even been on facebook I don't know. But I'm figuring $150 or something... I have that itch to get another tattoo already... and it's only been 3 weeks today.
As for school, I'm in Applied Project which is a lot like Research Methods. It's not so bad. The next class looks somewhat interesting. SOMEWHAT tho. I don't know, I don't really have much to say. I go down the shore on the 15th. I'm driving down myself so I can come back Thursday or Friday. I don't care if my parent's friend is coming down or not, I'm driving down. My Dad doesn't like me driving down, technically I don't like driving home. But, I will handle it and be patient and not do anymore crazy stunts on route 49 in Jersey like I have in the past. And I'll be on the lookout for cops on 55. So all should be good.
The weight loss is going well. Slow this week, but I had a large drop last week. Currently watching the Phils. Of course. What else would I be doing?
Thanks for reading. =))
-laura
Monday, July 12, 2010
Whispers: "7 days..."
So the Phillies won all 4 games against the Reds who were in first place in the National League. No we're a half game behind the mets and 4 games behind the braves. So if we start winning again we'll be in first place again. The braves are always a pain in the ass. It would just really suck if they make it to the playoffs and we don't.
My pharmacy just called me and said I had to call my doctor to have my prescription renewed which is weird cos I filled it Friday. There was a new random girl there who gave me a 10% off coupon which I'm gonna ask for every 4 months now, or maybe even sooner cos you get it after every 4 scripts you get filled. I use that insurance for some things I know my shitty insurance won't cover. I also like that with that insurance I can refill like 10 days before it's due to be refilled while with my shitty insurance I can only refill 2 days before. July 14th can't come soon enough for me.
So I had an accident last night thanks to the muscle relaxants. I passed out with my pitcher of sugar free koolaid in my hand in my kitchen. My neighbor cleaned up the whole mess thank god. She is too good to me. But I broke my favorite pitcher and got red koolaid all over my pj's and brand new robe, but i soaked them in cleaner over night in my tub and the stains came out. Thank god. But now theyre drying in my bathroom. But from now on I'm going to bed after I take the muscle relaxants. I hope my new doctor puts me on 3 instead of 2. Or a higher dose. Well, that is a higher dose, but 2 6mg's would probably do the exact job.
The maintenance man is putting my table together right now. Finally! And my closet will be fixed on Wednesday. Yay for the new maintenance man!!! =))
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Anyways, I just got back from a walk. I walked around behind in the development that is behind my apt building to places I didn't know existed. Lots of cute houses back there and there was a very quiet dog which I liked. I hate when they bark at ya.
I lost another 3 lbs. Woot! It's really easy now cos I'm like never hungry. Wow I'm glad I came in from my walk when I did cos it's storming now and everyone knows how I feel about storms. It's a horror movie night. The All-Star Break gives me time to catch up on movies. Although I want to finish this book I'm reading cos I want to start reading Anna Karenina and then break in it and read Her Fearful Symmetry. I leant my neighbor the Time Traveler's Wife. She better read it! That book is precious to me. I looked for Lord of the Flies online and it's like $7. It's old! It should be like a penny like everything else that's a few years old. It's on my list! I also got two other Anna Maxted books. I think I'll have read all of hers once I'm done them. There might be one I haven't read or ordered yet. I have 3 Jane Green books to get through too. I don't know why she's so popular. I mean her stories are interesting yes, but she's kinda a dry writer. Anna Maxted makes you think, Sophie Kinsella and Marian Keyes make you laugh at the shit that goes on in life, and Jane Green, I don't know. I keep reading her books tho. Wow, now it's pouring. I want to watch the 4th Kind tonight. If my friend ever gets here. There's some dude I met on POF that keeps IMing me to hang out. I'm done being used for only one thing. So I'm not answering him. His last IM to me was "u there?" I felt like IMing back "nope" but I just said it aloud and closed it. Ha. Sucker. More like Fucker.
Okay, I'm shutting up now and finishing my final paper and my last discussion board. I logged into my class that starts tomorrow and it's like Research Methods. I'm seriously annoyed that this is my last Psychology class. I would rather have taken it when I had Statistics and Research Methods. Cos I hated the classes. I will learn nothing from this class, and that annoys me. JESUS FUCKING MARY JOSEPH AND CHRIST! LOUD BANG! Thanks for scaring the shit out of me thunder. I unplugged my laptop. All this is is doing research and preparing a research report. I hated doing that in Research Methods. I seriously hated it. I never wanted to hear, er read "quantitative or qualitative research" again, but nooooooo... they save that for the end. And I bet for my Master's it's gonna be even more of a bitch to do, but that will be based on working in the field I bet which I will enjoy. I'm dreading Research Methods and Stat in the Master's level but I will deal, especially since my Dad is a Statistician. Okay, why do I hear leaking water? Is Samara coming to get me? Is she gonna pop out of my TV? LOL. No. Okay I'm going before I get any more ideas, like start thinking about Paranormal Activity, cos that would not be fun. I'm so not watching that movie again.
Thanks for reading!
-Laura
My pharmacy just called me and said I had to call my doctor to have my prescription renewed which is weird cos I filled it Friday. There was a new random girl there who gave me a 10% off coupon which I'm gonna ask for every 4 months now, or maybe even sooner cos you get it after every 4 scripts you get filled. I use that insurance for some things I know my shitty insurance won't cover. I also like that with that insurance I can refill like 10 days before it's due to be refilled while with my shitty insurance I can only refill 2 days before. July 14th can't come soon enough for me.
So I had an accident last night thanks to the muscle relaxants. I passed out with my pitcher of sugar free koolaid in my hand in my kitchen. My neighbor cleaned up the whole mess thank god. She is too good to me. But I broke my favorite pitcher and got red koolaid all over my pj's and brand new robe, but i soaked them in cleaner over night in my tub and the stains came out. Thank god. But now theyre drying in my bathroom. But from now on I'm going to bed after I take the muscle relaxants. I hope my new doctor puts me on 3 instead of 2. Or a higher dose. Well, that is a higher dose, but 2 6mg's would probably do the exact job.
The maintenance man is putting my table together right now. Finally! And my closet will be fixed on Wednesday. Yay for the new maintenance man!!! =))
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Anyways, I just got back from a walk. I walked around behind in the development that is behind my apt building to places I didn't know existed. Lots of cute houses back there and there was a very quiet dog which I liked. I hate when they bark at ya.
I lost another 3 lbs. Woot! It's really easy now cos I'm like never hungry. Wow I'm glad I came in from my walk when I did cos it's storming now and everyone knows how I feel about storms. It's a horror movie night. The All-Star Break gives me time to catch up on movies. Although I want to finish this book I'm reading cos I want to start reading Anna Karenina and then break in it and read Her Fearful Symmetry. I leant my neighbor the Time Traveler's Wife. She better read it! That book is precious to me. I looked for Lord of the Flies online and it's like $7. It's old! It should be like a penny like everything else that's a few years old. It's on my list! I also got two other Anna Maxted books. I think I'll have read all of hers once I'm done them. There might be one I haven't read or ordered yet. I have 3 Jane Green books to get through too. I don't know why she's so popular. I mean her stories are interesting yes, but she's kinda a dry writer. Anna Maxted makes you think, Sophie Kinsella and Marian Keyes make you laugh at the shit that goes on in life, and Jane Green, I don't know. I keep reading her books tho. Wow, now it's pouring. I want to watch the 4th Kind tonight. If my friend ever gets here. There's some dude I met on POF that keeps IMing me to hang out. I'm done being used for only one thing. So I'm not answering him. His last IM to me was "u there?" I felt like IMing back "nope" but I just said it aloud and closed it. Ha. Sucker. More like Fucker.
Okay, I'm shutting up now and finishing my final paper and my last discussion board. I logged into my class that starts tomorrow and it's like Research Methods. I'm seriously annoyed that this is my last Psychology class. I would rather have taken it when I had Statistics and Research Methods. Cos I hated the classes. I will learn nothing from this class, and that annoys me. JESUS FUCKING MARY JOSEPH AND CHRIST! LOUD BANG! Thanks for scaring the shit out of me thunder. I unplugged my laptop. All this is is doing research and preparing a research report. I hated doing that in Research Methods. I seriously hated it. I never wanted to hear, er read "quantitative or qualitative research" again, but nooooooo... they save that for the end. And I bet for my Master's it's gonna be even more of a bitch to do, but that will be based on working in the field I bet which I will enjoy. I'm dreading Research Methods and Stat in the Master's level but I will deal, especially since my Dad is a Statistician. Okay, why do I hear leaking water? Is Samara coming to get me? Is she gonna pop out of my TV? LOL. No. Okay I'm going before I get any more ideas, like start thinking about Paranormal Activity, cos that would not be fun. I'm so not watching that movie again.
Thanks for reading!
-Laura
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Things get damaged, things get broken...
So i haven't updated this in months, but Nicole has livejournal and I wanted to join that but I figure this is easier to just use instead of all the signing up bullshit...
So the Phillies have been really sucking lately, but the last 2 games they really sparked and gave their all and it really helped them because they won. Against the team who was in the lead in the NL. =)) *happy dance*...
I had to retake the DMV exam road test because that's what the court decided. I took it and passed with flying colors. I would like to find out if I can get the points taken off my license since I retook the test, but I'll call my lawyer on Monday about it. I won't be a pain in the ass about it, i'll just see what he thinks about it. So the whole fiasco with the accident is over. My lawyer called too and he said there's no need to go to court this coming Monday so I'm home free! Thank god. I hated getting up at 5am to get ready for court.
Anyways, I am no longer involved with anyone, altho I may be with someone else soon. We'll see what happens next weekend. You know who you are. As for the guy I was seeing, let's just say I really *fucked* things up big time and I couldn't do it anymore. I don't want to hurt people and I knew if he found out some certain things it would've really hurt him. But we're staying friends. Which is okay with me. it's not it's Justin I'm trying to be friends with. But anyways, I got dicked over by another guy in a really awful situation and it's just not right. Everyone is telling me he's not worth it, but I don't know what to think. I know I have a lot going for me, it's just he's really hot... lol... stupid reason I know...
Almost done my Bachelor's in Psychology... March 28th is the date when I'm done... I have one more Psych class left actually and then I'm onto my general education courses and my electives. One of my electives is the Psychology of Criminal Behavior so that's kinda a psych course but it's in Criminal Justice. I have another Criminal Justice class too. My next class is Applied Project which I can probably get into today but I have somewhere to go. Maybe later tonight I'll take a look at it when I get home. I'm gonna FINALLY watch Shutter Island. I still remember the ending in the book and everyone talks about the ending in the movie so I'm figuring it's the same thing, altho you kinda see part of it coming. But then there's just this whole other part to it that's like, woah wtf? That's kinda what the girl with the dragon tattoo book was like... I've read a lot of books since I last posted, including the green mile... I haven't had much time to read lately, but I am reading "A total waste of makeup" which is funny but not exactly sensational. I'm trying to get someone to read Valley of the Dolls. I got her to read Candy which just is perfect if you work with addicts, but Valley of the Dolls was so before it's time. I'm currently looking for Lord of the Flies and I want to re-read Bram Stoker's Dracula. Dan got me Anna Karenina for my birthday and I'm gonna read part of that next. I have to read it in sections or it's gonna take my life, lol. Pride and Prejudice was awful to read. I really didn't like that book. I don't know what I'm gonna read in between Anna Karenina or what not, but probably the author of the Time Traveler's Wife's next book. I ordered it and it will be at my apt on Monday or Tuesday. I hope I get my textbook by then.
Anyways, I better finish getting ready and get the hell out of here... thanks for reading!
-laura
ps- henry's graduation was phenomenal... I had an awesome weekend that weekend...
pps- i may get my next tattoo next week sometime... the star on my arm... tiny, but i want it...
So the Phillies have been really sucking lately, but the last 2 games they really sparked and gave their all and it really helped them because they won. Against the team who was in the lead in the NL. =)) *happy dance*...
I had to retake the DMV exam road test because that's what the court decided. I took it and passed with flying colors. I would like to find out if I can get the points taken off my license since I retook the test, but I'll call my lawyer on Monday about it. I won't be a pain in the ass about it, i'll just see what he thinks about it. So the whole fiasco with the accident is over. My lawyer called too and he said there's no need to go to court this coming Monday so I'm home free! Thank god. I hated getting up at 5am to get ready for court.
Anyways, I am no longer involved with anyone, altho I may be with someone else soon. We'll see what happens next weekend. You know who you are. As for the guy I was seeing, let's just say I really *fucked* things up big time and I couldn't do it anymore. I don't want to hurt people and I knew if he found out some certain things it would've really hurt him. But we're staying friends. Which is okay with me. it's not it's Justin I'm trying to be friends with. But anyways, I got dicked over by another guy in a really awful situation and it's just not right. Everyone is telling me he's not worth it, but I don't know what to think. I know I have a lot going for me, it's just he's really hot... lol... stupid reason I know...
Almost done my Bachelor's in Psychology... March 28th is the date when I'm done... I have one more Psych class left actually and then I'm onto my general education courses and my electives. One of my electives is the Psychology of Criminal Behavior so that's kinda a psych course but it's in Criminal Justice. I have another Criminal Justice class too. My next class is Applied Project which I can probably get into today but I have somewhere to go. Maybe later tonight I'll take a look at it when I get home. I'm gonna FINALLY watch Shutter Island. I still remember the ending in the book and everyone talks about the ending in the movie so I'm figuring it's the same thing, altho you kinda see part of it coming. But then there's just this whole other part to it that's like, woah wtf? That's kinda what the girl with the dragon tattoo book was like... I've read a lot of books since I last posted, including the green mile... I haven't had much time to read lately, but I am reading "A total waste of makeup" which is funny but not exactly sensational. I'm trying to get someone to read Valley of the Dolls. I got her to read Candy which just is perfect if you work with addicts, but Valley of the Dolls was so before it's time. I'm currently looking for Lord of the Flies and I want to re-read Bram Stoker's Dracula. Dan got me Anna Karenina for my birthday and I'm gonna read part of that next. I have to read it in sections or it's gonna take my life, lol. Pride and Prejudice was awful to read. I really didn't like that book. I don't know what I'm gonna read in between Anna Karenina or what not, but probably the author of the Time Traveler's Wife's next book. I ordered it and it will be at my apt on Monday or Tuesday. I hope I get my textbook by then.
Anyways, I better finish getting ready and get the hell out of here... thanks for reading!
-laura
ps- henry's graduation was phenomenal... I had an awesome weekend that weekend...
pps- i may get my next tattoo next week sometime... the star on my arm... tiny, but i want it...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
THE BEST NEWS ALL YEAR!!!
So, I found out today that my doctor signed the last form I needed so I may not have to go to court. My Mom told me this morning. She knew fucking yesterday. I was like why didn't you tell me then? I am so relieved. So now even if I do have to go to court, all the paperwork is signed saying I am able to drive. Oh thank god.
That's all.
-Laura
That's all.
-Laura
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